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July 20th, 2001, 02:18 PM
#1
HB Forum Owner
I been thinking these past few days..about the fussing and fighting in the pool,and the main reason why i was so upset in this matter is because i never once laughed at a racial joke,i never once said i was racial.and i got jumped on because it was said that i did when i fact i didn't,me and rascal was laughing about something totally different from the racial thing..and those people that never knew me jumped on me for no reason...i have no beef with them....i don't even know them....maybe if someone had of came to me and asked Twi did you say that? i could of answered them ..but instead it was bash Twi..im human i make mistakes but i admit it when i make one...and yes i was VERY wrong for carrying this out i was Very wrong for saying and jumping on people i don't even know..but can you blame me? i was being backed in a corner (attacked) so to speak,im really a nice person to get along with ,i don't usually acted like this unless im backed in a corner..frustrated you might add.....i came across hostile yes i admit that too ...can ya blame me? i was trying to get a point across that i wasn't racial seemed noone wasnted to believe me..i said very harsh choice words i admit that ,and i also admit I WAS VERY WRONG!!!!no 2 makes a right.....i can be civil...i can be a good freind ashoulder to cry on type of person if i was giving the chance....There's alot of people that can actually tell you guys im really a good person... i like people from all walks of life regardless of age ,sex,handicapp,ect...... i also like getting to know people thats why im here to make freinds not enemies...i just hope some of you take time to think how i really could be your freind instead of your enemy.....i want to apologise to blanca for calling her imbreed it was very wrong im sorry....i want to apologise to Mel for everything i have done or said ...to Heidi whom i don't know either.....To clover ...and im sure there was a few more i just forgotten your names....i just wanted to let you guys know i made a mistake and im wrong...if you find it in your hearts to forgive me i appreciate that.....Im Sorry
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July 20th, 2001, 07:58 PM
#2
Inactive Member
well, since you seem to be in the mood to listen, i will be graceful enough to speak to you once again. FIRST of all....my only comments to you were for you to stop stirring things up. The night it all began, you continued to publically keep talking about it long after a lot of it had died down and you were really PISSING some people off....AS A FRIEND, i tried to get you to drop it as nicely as i could at the time, cuz you were basically pissin me off too.
ANYWAYS, i posted my opinion on the apology thread and i was attacked by you. i learned that i had never been a true friend to you...gosh, i don't know who sat and CRIED at the puter the night you talked to me about something that happened to you many years ago referring to one of your...well, maybe you will remember, anyways, that's fine.
im sorry i called you a bitch..im glad i didn't call you what i had really typed because im better than that, but im sorry that i did call you a bitch....
as for you bashing the shit outta me, telling me i needed medication-when i was being quite rational with you, i thought...telling me how everyone on the porch hates me....well, so far, my TRUE porch friends have all been here, and there are several, seen what was said and um...they love me....everyone else can kiss my ass. you aren't my creater, you aren't my judger and you SURE AS HELL aren't my mother. i don't stutter and i can spell...
at one time i considered you my friend. when the tornado hit, i worried. we used to stay up late and talk. if you knew anything about me, you would know that for the past 6 months i have had a very sick parent, been very busy, chatting here and there and for the past 4 i've been very sick. but i don't need to justify my absence or prescence on the web to you because like i said, you aren't my mother.....
i accept your apology......but these are a few things i just felt like saying...
and for the record...My original proverb:
It's better to be thought of a fool...
Than to open your mouth and remove all doubt...
was to everyone, im not sure what it was that set you off. but if that was it, the quote wasn't meant for just you...
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May the Road Rise up to Meet You...
May the Wind Be Always at Your Back....
May the Sun Shine Warm Upon Your Face....
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July 20th, 2001, 08:38 PM
#3
HB Forum Owner
Clover,i didn/t know all you was going through,and i thought you we're bashing me with the others guess i could of misinterpeted it... im good about misinterpeting things....i say harsh things out of madness before i realize it... im sure im not the only one that does that..and for that i didn't mean one word i said about you.and for that im offering you an apology... i can only ask you forgive me and hope you would you we're there for me ,your right guess outta all my madness i didn't stop to think about that,and i know i said some cruel things im sorry would take it back in a heartbeat... but i thought you knew i wasnt racist hell i love chauntel to death and she knows im not racist..im sure you knew it as well..it all got twisted outta perportion....but as far as me disliking ya i don't ..it came outta anger k?if you don't accept my apology i can understand why..can't blame ya one bit ..but i do like you *HUGS*
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July 20th, 2001, 09:48 PM
#4
HB Forum Owner
alright see?? See how things get blown out of proportion? See how people take what others say differently than what they thought? We all need to stop for a moment .. sit back and ask ourselves a question before we jump the gun.. then if your still unsure ASK THE OTHER PERSON... too many lost freindships and broken hearts over nothing... people please.... just stop for a minute and think... stop hurting each other.
Sorry... felt it had to be said.....
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Everyone thinks i am insane.... all but my friends deep inside the earth......
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July 20th, 2001, 10:26 PM
#5
HB Forum Owner
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July 21st, 2001, 03:16 AM
#6
HB Forum Owner
I knew it!!! Thats why i posted those posts of Bri and ...shit! i forgot who else...
them that were backing you up like that...
from what you showed here, i couldnt for the life of me figure out why...
*L*
well i couldnt!!...*shrugs
and i know exactly how it feels, when somebody THINKS you did something...OR...SAYS you did something and you didnt do it ...
What really hurts, is when you do something and it looks like something completely different than what your heart intended...
Sometimes when you do something you feel is right, but it hurts somebody you care about, and your so sorry for it...
But they dont accept your apology...
...is the deepest hurt...
I believe your introduced to this PUBLIC board basically the same way Genie was, if i'm not mistaken...
Just be prepared, Well i think you've already seen, that even when apologising you might still get mixed reactions...
BTW i apologised on the other thread...
*forgot which 1 tho....
Shit! i keep losing my connection here..
my ISP is jackin..i gotta see if this will submit....i cant get a good speed goin tho..
grrrrr f'kn thing *kicks it
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July 21st, 2001, 03:35 AM
#7
HB Forum Owner
I know what ya mean Mel , about mixed reactions on my apology ..but i can only hope that a few atleast knows where i was comming from i really didn't mean any harm honest i didn't, but like before when i said if your back into a corner your gonna be hostile.. its part of life ..you back a mad dog in the corner your gonna get bit..(example)..... But in my heart i am very truely sorry..i don't like hurting people i really don't i know it don't look that way on this message board because it was out of anger completely..and i say alot outta anger everyone does we are only human..but i appreciate your apology for the comment.... hope you except mine..least i think you did *S*.....i can only ask for forgiveness i can't beg nor can i make someone forgive me ...... im sorry for messing up your board i really like comming here on good terms from now on .not bad terms..if you'd like to erase the bad id like that ......... anyways i will not be posting anything else bad on here.. im gonna overlook if anyone else has mixed feelings towards me still...
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July 21st, 2001, 03:39 AM
#8
Inactive Member
I hardly even kow you that well twi. But if there is at anytime that you need to talk u can talk to me. I think that your apology was very sincere and people do appriciate when you confess to your mistakes.
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